First time seeing heavenfelt quiet.Unknowingly forgetful of those that matter,judging from a far,maybe someday ill change.."Don't you trust me?"..still "low-key" bratty, butI have my reasonsSame side/different bedsmells like abuse.Searching for a new way back,something to hold onto.*clutch*Another rrroutinehaunted by the sound of my own voice"you love dick""you love being alone"Look in the mirror,seeking pleasure in others misfortune?Get away!Naked and afraid but fully prepared.Misspoke once or twice, maybe even three times,a secret you desecrated,milestones with no sense of accomplishmentWine to whiskey––– song played on repeattrue love/pure affectionme and these deceiving eyes of mine..Long trek down, seemed so perfect...